Fool

I've been thick-skinned,
resistant to your grin,
but have longed
to grow akin
to you
much to my
chagrin

I've dangled my heart
above your head
and spat out every word
you've ever said
just to keep you on your
side of the bed
and keep my thoughts
inside my own head

I've closed my eyes
at your loving sighs
asked you questions
and turned to the skies
I never heard
your replies

I've been a fool
for you
but been too proud
to give it to you
because I knew
you knew it,
too.